~Otavia-chan

Well, I'm feeling much better now then I was last time I posted on my journal! I'm actually quite happy, since all of my friends are coming back from Quebec tonight, I'm hopeing to get a phonecall from Jess, I'm so excited! I really wanna like, hug them, I miss them so much!

But, I know I haven't been on dA that much, but right now I'm in the middle of a picture of shikamaru, Never even thought of drawing him, but It's pretty fun, I sortof just started out by drawing a picture of a random someone (male) with muscles, then I drew eyes and It looked like shikamaru, so yeah.

Now to the actual point of the journal, I stole this off E-vay(like, my favorite Artist of all time) So, yeah, another quiz thingy!

1. How old will you be in five years?
way too old! D:

2. Who did you spend at least two hours with today?
My dad, I was reading on the couch and my dad was on the other one, Even though I didn't even speak one word to him.

3. How tall are you?
About 5'6"-5'8"

4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks?
Summer!

5. What's the last movie you saw?
Die hard, Actually<3

6. Who was the last person you called?
I get called. I haven't called anyone

7. Who was the last person to call you?
Jess? KC? I forget<3

8. What was the last text message you received?
No cell sadly.
9. Who was the last person to leave you a voicemail?
My dad.

10. Do you prefer to call or text?
Call!

11. What were you doing at 12am last night?
Reading my favorite book ever, Watching Die hard and trying to fall asleep

12. Are your parents married/separated/divorced?
neutrally married!

13. When is the last time you saw your mom?
0.7 seconds ago

14. What color are your eyes?
Blueberry blue!

15. Do you own slippers?
Hmm, yeah I do, bunny slippers.

16. What are you wearing right now?
Pink shirt and Black jeans

17. What is your favorite Christmas song?
I like "Let it snow" I think that's my favorite

18. Where is your favorite place to be?
I don't think I have one.

19. Africa-NewZealand-Japan?
Japan

20. Where do you think you'll be in 10 years?
6 feet under?

21. Do you tan or burn?
Every time someone asks this, It annoys me since I have to say boil and people think it's a joke!

22. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
a owl carved out of wood, and I'm dead serious.

23. What was the last thing that really made you laugh?
My horror book! Muahaha! Omg, I can't stop laughing at how much it scares the shit outa me! >:3

24. How many TVs do you have in your house?
5

25. When did you last get in a argument?
0.8 seconds ago, If it counts that it was with myself.

26. Do you have a laptop or desktop computer?
Yes

27. Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
Witn (by the way, the n is half an h, so, I sleep with half my clothes off and have of them on)

28. What color are your walls?
Lime green

29. How many pillows do you sleep with?
Um, I might be sortof out of it here, but is pillows a new euphemism for guys? cause, I don't recall ever having fucked a pillow before. (btw 10 pillows are on my bed when I sleep)

30. What is your favorite season?
Hmm, Winter when it's so cold you could practically freeze a human being(kudos go to global warming), summer, when it's so hot you literally boil, Spring, When you can't fall asleep because the baby in the house next to yours is scared shit at the thundering outside, or Fall when It's colourful, pretty, no too warm, not too hot, and fortunately the season where my birthday falls? I wonder what I would do If someone were holding a gun up to my head asking me this.

31. What do you like about fall?
(See above question)

32. What do you like about winter?
I like that I'm able to stay in my house all summer, nearly being fried to death, and by the time I get outside for school, I get to walk outside to the deathly freezeing! <3
Also the ammo completely surrounding me it good too<3

33. What do you like about the summer?
Nada.

34. What do you like about spring?
I actually love thunderstorms, They're so pretty. I like sitting out back under the wooden roof watching it all happen above me.

35. How many states have you lived in?
Hmm, Insanity, Confusion, depression, embarrassment, contentness, I have no clue how many,... *gets pulled aside* Oh wait a minute! you meant States in the US of A? I seee~
Then my answer would and will forever be; None.

36. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
I HATE feet. Shoes+Socks=<3

37. Are you a social person?
Definitely, I'm a people person too!

38. What was the last thing you ate?
Bacteria!<3 Though the last visible thing I've ate would have to be Grilled cheese!

39. Have you tried escargo?
I fortunately knew what it meant at 3, and ever since, I had no desire to go eat some snails.

40. What is your favorite ice cream?
Hmm, It's between Lick's Cookie doh mon, or Lick's Moose tracks<3

41. What is your favorite dessert?
hmm..... I'd say, either ninimo bars or Ice cream.

42. Have you drank a Shirley Temple?
Yes.

43. Do you like Chinese food?
Grease! Yum-meh!

44. Do you like coffee?
Oh lord, Yes. I go in withdrawll if I don't have my coffee.

45. How many glasses of water, a day, do you drink on average?
Alot, Water is important to me<3

46. What do you drink in the morning?
Coffee!!!

47. How often do you shower?
Everyday! <3

48. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
Nopes. I hardly ever sleep on a bed though, It's mostly the most random places there are in the house, I've slept on my tv before ;o

49. Do you know how to play poker?
Nopes, I've never been too interested in the card games.

-sighs-

This week has totally been hectic, It's not even over and I broke down and cried over 2 times. Today, people just nagged me, telling me what to do It was totally ridiculous. I felt like smacking them all in the face. but I held onto that emotion long enough to get to the bathroom. Once I got there, the tears just flooded over, I couldn't stop sobbing. I felt so weak.

It didn't help my depression when my friend asked what's wrong in class I tried to quietly explain to her, and just bawled infront of everyone. -sighs- worst day of my life.

I felt like I needed a new journal, so here is it, I might actually say something about me in my journal sometimes, but I find these things quite fun :3

[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[ ] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.
[x] I hate my dad.
[ ] I hate my mom.
[x] I have a brother(s).
[ ] I have a sister.
[ ]I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
[x] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[ ] I've fallen asleep at work/school
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[ ] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I was born in a different country.
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[x] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star.
[x] I've seen a meteor shower
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[x] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[ ] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.
[x] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I'm bi.
[ ] I'm gay.
[ ] I've had sex.
[ ] I've had phone sex.
[x] I've cybered.
[ ] I've had sex in public.
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight
[ ] I've been arrested.
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed.
[x] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[ ] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I've woken up crying.
[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[ ] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[x] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[x] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own a plushie of my fave character from anything.
[ ] I own a cosplay outfit.
[x] I know what cosplay means.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.
[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[ ] I watch the news.
[x] I don't kill bugs.
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[X] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam.
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[x] I bake well.
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
[x] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun.
[x] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
[ ] I loath lables.
[x] I like action movies.
[x] I like horror movies.
[x] I know the most random facts about things people have never heard of before.
[ ] I can't spell.
[x] I treasure my friends.
[x] I think of others before myself.
[x] All of those are answered honestly.

-----------• × • A L L | A B O U T | M E • × •--------------

Name: Sana
Single or taken: Single.
Gender: Female
Birthday: September 21st
Sign: Virgo
Hair color: Brown, blondish highlights
Eye color: "Blueberry blue" - My mom
Height: 5" something
Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Straight.

-----------• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •--------------

Where is your favourite place to shop for clothes?: Winners, Zellars? No clue, I don't really care.
Favorite designer?: Have none.
What is your sexiest outfit?: Nothing.
What is your most comfortable outfit?: Kitty cat pajama bottoms and a bra.
What do you usually wear? : Jeans, Socks, underwear, Bra, and a tshirt :3

--------------• × • S P E C I F I C S • × • -------------------

What kind of shampoo do you use?: Outrageous something
What are you listening to right now: Bon Jovi - It's my life
Who is the last person that called you?: My best friend, Jessica.
How many buddies are online right now?: 24

-------------• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •-----------------

Foods: Salad, lasagne
Girls names: Cat/Kat, Paige, Ashley
Boys names: Kevin, Shawn, Jared, Jake.
Subjects in school: Art, Science, Math
Animals: Ferret, Big dogs, and Cats.

----------------• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •-------------

Given anyone a bath?: Nope
Smoked?: Not once in my life.
Bungee jumped?: Nope
Made yourself throw up?: Yes, when I was about 10 or something, I had something stuck to the back of my throat and I was really annoyed. Stuck my fingers down my throat to itch, and up came vomit *sighs* Scared the shit out of me though, I didn't even know that would happen.
Skinny dipped?: maybe...
Ever been in love?: Once
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Nope
Pictured your crush naked?: Yes.
Actually seen your crush naked?: No.
Cried when someone died?: Yep.
Lied: Of course.
Fallen for your best friend?: No
Rejected someone?: Yes
Used someone?: No.
Done something you regret?: Yeah, definitely.

------------• × • C U R R E N T • × •---------------

Clothes: Knickers (I love that word!) and a white t-shirt.
Music: Guns N' Roses
Smell: Peaches!
Desktop picture: Plain blue
Cd in player: Disney CD disk thing. (I havent touched that thing for more then 8 years, I had to dig under a whole shitload of things just to see what was in it)
DVD in player: Rather not say.

----------------• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •----------------------

You touched: Jessica
Hugged: Jessica
You IMed: Catheryn
Talk to online: Catheryn
Sex it up with: none of your beeswax!

---------------• × • A R E | Y O U • × •---------------------

Understanding: Yes.
Open-minded: Yes.
Arrogant: Only towards idiots.
Insecure: sometimes.
Random: I take the cake for that one.
Hungry: Yeah, but not that it matters, Too lazy to get food.
Smart: I'd consider myself smart.
Moody: Increasingly.
Hard working: Hardly working you mean? Yes.
Organized: yes.
Healthy: Yeah.
Shy: Definitely.
Difficult: Yes.
Bored easily: Always.
Obsessed: Yes.
Angry: No
Sad: No
Happy: Certainly.
Hyper: Yes!
Trusting: Yes.

---------• × • W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A • × •--------

Kill?: ELA teacher, My best friend.
Slap?: That freaky thing on Richards wall in friends.
Get really wasted with?: No one.
Get high with: No one
Talk to offline: Cole
Talk to online: " "
Sex it up with: " "

------------------• × • R A N D O M • × •---------------------

In the morning I: Drink a hella lota coffee.
Love is: Drugs, addicting and life threatening.
I dream about: Killing my best friend.
Sexual preference: Men.
What do you notice first in the opposite sex you're into: Smile, hair, Eyes, then muscles.

---------------• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • × ---------------

Coke or Pepsi: Pepsi
Flowers or candy: Flowers.
Tall or short: Tall
---------------• × • W H O • × • ---------------

Makes you laugh the most: Hayden
Makes you smile: Hayden
Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: Mr. Thurston. He creeps me out x.X

--------------• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •-----------------

Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: No.
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: Sometimes.
Wish you were younger: All the time!
Cry because someone said something to you?: Yes x.x;

-----------• × • N U M B E R • × •--------------

Of times I have had my heart broken: 2ish?
Of hearts I have broken: No clue.
Of guys I've kissed: 1

Hair Color:
[] Black = $100
[ ] Blonde = $50
[ ] Red = $75
[x] Brown = $15
[ ] Bald = $5
[ ] Other=$2
Total: $15


Eye Color:
[ ] Brown - $150
[ ] Green - $75
[x] Blue $50
[ ] Hazel $100
[ ] Other - $15
Total so far: $65


Height:
[ ] Over 7' - $200
[ ] 6'8" to 7' - $175
[ ] 6'0" to 6'7" - $150
[x] 5'5" to 5'11" - $75
[ ]4'9" to 5'4" - $50
[ ] Under 4'9 - $45
Total so far: $140

Age:
[ ] 41 to 50 - $150
[ ] 31 to 40 - $100
[ ] 26 to 30 - $75
[ ] 21 to 25 - $50
[ ] 19 to 20 - $25
[x] 0 to 18 - $100
Total so far: $240


Birth Order:
[ ] Twins or more than twins - $300
[ ] First Born - $300
[ ]Only Child - $250
[ ] second born - $150
[ ] Middle child - $100
[x] Last Born - $200
[x] third born - $100
[ ] fourth born - $100
[ ] fifth born-$375
Total so far: $540


Drink?
[x] No - $400
[ ] Only Holidays - $250
[ ] Sometimes - $215
[ ] YES - $200
[ ] only weekends - $300
[ ] Every other day - $50
[ ] Once a day - $15
[ ] I live from the bottle
Total so far: $940


Vision?
[ ] perfect vision $300
[ ] need or have glasses/contacts but don't wear them $200
[ ] No correction $100
[x] Glasses $50
[ ] contacts $25
[ ] Surgical correction -$135
Total so far: $990


Car Color [or familes' car(s)]:
[ ] White - $2,000
[ ] Maroon - $800
[ ] Gold - $700
[ ] Gray - $600
[ ] Blue - $900
[ ] Pink - $475
[ ] Black - $450
[ ] Red - $400
[x] Green- $350
[ ] Silver $300
[ ] Purple- $250
[x] Metallic - $200
[ ] Yellow - $100
[ ] Primer - $75
[ ] Tan- $20
[ ] Rusted - $15
[ ] No Car - $0
Total score: $1180


Shoe Size:
[ ] 13+ - $300
[ ]12 and a half to 13 - $250
[x] 11 to 12 - $700
[ ] 7 to 10 - $600
[ ] Under 7- $550
Total so far: $1880

Favorite Colors (three):
[x] Green-$750
[ ] Black - $600
[ ] Red - $800
[ ] Yellow -$475
[ ] Brown - $50
[ ] Purple - $225
[ ] White - $400
[ ] Aqua - $350
[x] Orange - $300
[x] Blue - $300
[ ] Pink - $100
[ ] Other - $ 50
Total so far: $3240


Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[ ] Yes $0
[x]No-add $1000
[ ] on some- $750
Total so far: $4240


How many people are you going to tag?
[ ] 100-150 = 250,000
[ ] 90 - 80 = $100,000
[ ] 70 -60 = $50,000
[ ] 50 - 40 = $10,000
[ ] 30 - 20 = $5,000
[ ] 20 - 10 = $1,000
[x] 10 - 1 = $500

See How Much You're Really Worth!
Total so far : $4740

Now add your number of pageviews. (540)
Total: $5240

I tag,

Anyways, I havent done a journal entry in a while, so I though about doing one, so, I just found this, and did it, it's pretty fun! Anyways! Aiem, your turn!